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~~♥ The Girl's Diary ♥~~
Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Delicated

Dear Lord,

I've failed to be a problem solver. What my sister said was rite. I've given up to reach out to my mom in a way. That is why I cldn't have the urge n ability to minister, share with her n encourage her abt you even when I know it's the opportunity. I always say I'm waiting for the rite timing but actually in another words, the main issue is I'm afraid. I've lost the anoiting, lost in words to share... I'm sorry.. seeing this financial situation that my family's facing, I feel helpless. In many situations, as the youngest, I couldn stand up to say anything cos I don't have the right n not in the position n nobody is going to listen. Father, I really hate the way Iam. Why is it that I always seem to be incapable and immature. How n what can I do in order to show others that Iam not what they think of me? Being the youngest n inexperience in the organisation makes me feel inferior again n again...I feel so useless... I've failed to be what u called me to be..I look down on myself. What else can I do? Lord, I've failed!!!!



The DIVA ♥