Will I see the rainbow tomorrow?
Not feeling happy for the past few days..seems like there's always a heavy stone crash press onto my heart and couldn't breath hard..feel like crying but the stubborn tears just couldn't release..very heavy..will you take away my stone and give me joy?
starting to look down on youself..I always admire pple who are capable..who has the courage and can do great things...I wana be like them but my limited ability hinders me..I wana grow out of my confort zone n prosper n be a uselful person..but where can I go forth to find my way to grow n prosper? what is the definition of success to me? How can I be happy n be a living testimony n shine for God? what is my talent? why am I here for? What is life all about?
Grow up n be matured, Eileen See! ......I wana to but just always having this "something" that block me which I can't figure out what is it...
I admire my friend who studied pyscology and is couselling people n moving towards her path. Everything goes well even when she didn't plan or intentionally searching for it.. I wana move into "touching life" job as my career..bt where n how do I start? Though I seem to be in he mist of it, but why am I not satisefy with what I'm doing now? Because I'm still unsure of my calling and I'm not a trained teacher yet..?I wana to touch people's life as career in a more professional position. But looking from the left and right side of me, I don't seem to be any of it or can be it..Where should i move on? Everytime I receive the message in service, it seems just that little moment that my spirit is lifted up..But I couldn't and don't know how to go about doing it to breakthrough my life.
Lend me a shoulder to cry on...and the rainbow will rise tomorrow.................................................
