How do we determine one's passion? Initially I thought I've found mine. But there are times when I will not feel like teaching and I do not have to work when it's time for my family, friends and church during weekends. Does it mean that I have lost my passion or this is not the one actually?

My principal said that she wants to send me to NIE next year. But I didn dare to tell her that I am actually not eligible. One being a teacher but can't be recognised as a teacher registered with MOE; will it matter to me?........It matters.... How long will I stuck in my life? I loathe this feeling of insercurity..

I always wonder why God shows visions to pple when they pray and search for something but I've been praying and searching too, yet everything seems to be on human's effort; Ultermately Im still back to square and keep asking the same quest after years. I always feel touch by others' testi abt God showing visions. I wonder when will God show me too...

Getting tired of christian life..When you keep knocking on the door where you din retrieve any respond days after days, months and then years, will you still stand there and not leave the house?

Am I getting bitter with God? Have I doubt his love for me? One moment I wana give up christian life and totally steer clear from church.