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~~♥ The Girl's Diary ♥~~
Tuesday, August 7, 2007

No life

Recently, I have been feeling tired mentally and physically about work. I lost patience with my students easily. One moment that I have forgotten they are auistic and I couldn't treat them like normal children. Sometimes I thought shld I go back to my own field and just work. Cos I really wish I don't have to work after working hours. But that is the kind of job I choose and God has faithfully gaven it to me.

I give up seeking the purpose of my life. I just want to be a ordinary person- Kai Xin Jiu Hao. I have been making myself miserable and miss out all the joy n youth. Sometimes if we learn to be contented to all things in life, would it be better?

Renew my passion for life and you, lord! I'm a dead person now.

Friday comes again..I want to go cg. But many times there's always something that make me struggle and hesitate. Actually, I am a person who would go cg, svc, church activities, serve rather than meeting friends or having own leisure time. Sigh...Shld I go or should I not?



The DIVA ♥