Wednesday, April 16, 2008
                    
                    They keep emphasize on professionalism, yet not able to train teachers. It's all walk the walk, talk the talk..My trust to them has already gone..really upset..why is it that everytime I thought i wana plan to work some things out but at the end the outcome always not the way I plan..Pastor shared that if we fail to plan , we plan to fail...but so then what is this..? Though I've been hesitating..but actually in my heart I really wanted it very much..I want to go through it once and for all n not holding back anymore..But now I dun have to hesitate anymore..really disappointed..When is my boat going to reach the shore? where should I heading to now? What is the next step I should take? Wait passively n serve faithfully for another year til my turn to come? "You are faithful..your joy is my strength.." God, Im listening...this song I sing to you. You know, I don't mind waiting..But I just wana hear you speak..