Sunday, April 13, 2008
                    
                    After trying so hard, I started to question myself, what am I doing all these for? I am actually not happy..But I try not to live with this unhappiness. I try not to think about it..There are so many things that I thought I can work it out.. and I compromise.. I try to move on when I really dun feel like doing it..But at the end of it, everything is really so meaningless...I feel like redrawing....again...but it's not the correct way..avoiding is not a mature way of handling...but I couldn't handle neither..:'(