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Thursday, May 22, 2008
My CIA course is finishing..Today My principal just pass me another form to ask me if I wana go for Higher CIA. People said that this course is not easy. Even HOD from margaret drive failed, what more about us (me)? But now this is not my main concern. Whether to take or not is an issue. Becos I have not get through my thoughts. Im not sure when will I decide to take the next move, or I will probably be staying around for another year or so? Should I continue in teaching? or probably just getting a job that has not so much of commitment needed? It's tiring though. But I do still like to teach. Sometimes I wonder am I a good teacher? There are so many thoughts that run wild in my mind..chaos...so many issues to put into consideration.Whether what kind of life do I want to continue on..I have so many things I wish to do at this moment. I wana go back to my commitment to God. I miss the period when I do Not have to worry abt work after working hours but to give all my time to church, ministry, friends, bible study, cg, more social life etc etc. I wish I have time to pick up my guitar again, time to learn some skills that equip me. Even autistic children have talent, what is mine? But I need to study. I need to do tasks. Do admin. Give tuitions. Not just teaching. How can I have a balance life? Can I have both social life and enjoy working life at the same time? Haiz...
Friday, May 16, 2008
Have been busy with progress reports, students hoilday homework, doing tasks, CIA project video'g, thinking of improving my project, exams etc etc..Weeks have been really stretch..sometimes miss breakfast, sometimes lunch, sometimes only manage to finish half of my meal..rushing here and there..sleep late every nite..it's a good sliming method to exercise but I guess I appear horrible on the outside..
Have been thinking through alot of stuff in the midst of all these crazy period.. Mixture of thoughts and feelings..But I still couldn't think through how to handle this season of my life..
Having through thoughts that life is really unfair..some are very blessed, while some need to go through a long way before they may see their blessings, and some seems blessings have been a long way out from their reach. Nevertheless, in God's eyes, all his plans are good though we may not see it in our eyes. Is my life going to carry on like this? Probably it is good in God's eyes n nOt mine.
